Hey you! Ive cracked it, you would be proud!Not long now. Tyler has returned to school and still loving it. Daddy he is a very clever and a big boy now but you know that anyway, Baby Alex is always just Alex u know him and yes you are right he has my temper god bless them both. Carry on your good job of guiding them babe you do me so proud as always, always watching over them. Tyler told the teacher that he wished you was at home hes not the only one we all do, it broke my heart. Probably the first time this has really hit me to hear a stranger tell u what our son is saying, Why did he did do it Si? no one still has answers. Why did i go to work that night then u still would have been here? Money thats why and where has that got us no where. We used to joke we always had bad luck its no joke now is it. Ill never forget those headlights or u in that car that night something i have to live with for the rest of my life. Its coming up to eight months now and i see it everyday as if it was yesterday.Why save us and not urself, always putting us first before urself why? So many questions that will never be answered thats the hardest thing!!!!! Love u babe Lisa xxxx God bless u xxxxxxxxxx